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TAg wEp~!!

2005-11-16T07:42:00.000-08:00

Wow..got abt $110 worth of clothes n shoes in a matter of 2 hrs…actually my shopping bag only contained a black skirt n a pair of court shoes… actually amounts to $110 !! kaox.. n to tink dat I’m not even gonna wear them often..haix.. but luckily.. $70 is sponsored by a rich guy.. hahas.. thx thx!! He shd be privileged to buy me my 1st working skirt!! Hahs..i jz dun understand why de hell work wear costs so much when they look much much worse den normal clothes, i.e, those clothes u wear when u go shopping.. n anw..all working suits look de same to me.. don’t they??

But.. I can’t wait 4 tml!! Finally there’s sth eXciTiNg 4 me to blog abt!!!!!!!!! Hahs.lame. I’m gg to the Supreme n subordinate courts tml.. as in go in n sit.. n hear my mentor argue her case!! Wow.. dat’s so cool man…wow!! Dat’s gonna be de coolest thing on earth till maybe..1st dec .. when chicken little comes out… or till 20 Dec.. hahas.. chalet chalet!!* winks winks* so dat explains why I hv to get dat plain looking skirt n dat ugly, dull-looking,-boring pair of court shoes…cld hv gotten much prettier shoes @ a cheaper price too !! ji auntie yi sia!!

Anw.. its de 2nd day of attachement at the law firm.. yeps..really an interesting exp.. can get to see much of wat exactly happens in a law firm..as well as looking thru de various cases..supposed to be kept confidential.. really an eye-opener seeing how the solicitor of the plaintiff n de defendants manage to maintain all formalities in their letters despite the overflowing amt of sarcasm inside them.. hahas.. really a skill dat I must learn to master..

Was quite surprised to see dat most of the lawyers there weren’t Chinese.. but Indians.. not being racist or anyth.. but it really is a fact dat some Indians are more eloquent den Chinese.. emphasize de word ‘some’…

Do u noe dat under de spore law..
It is illegal to seduce a NS man or any officer in de SAF?? Well.. it really doesn’t make any sense to me..

Actually I learnt much more stuff.. but the above is wat dat really made a lasting impression..

Another interesting thing.. de salary they earn…

According to the documents we read…
Lawyers are paid using de system of hourly-rate.

If u’re a high-flyer-king-of-lawyer… u can earn $1000 per hr…
Which means $16 per minute…
Inclusive of time spent making phone calls to the client n the lawyer frm the other side…

If u’re a not-so-high-flyer-but-still-higher-ranked-den-de-mediocre-lawyer… u earn $800 per hr…

If u’re a mediocre one….u still earn $250 per hr..
Which means $4 per min..
Imagine if u’re a worker working @ mcdonalds.. u earn a pathetic sum of $3 per hr!! u spend a minute talking on de phone.. den u can earn more den a poor mcdonalds hving to withstand de oil, frying fries for a hr!! dat explains the great rift btw de rich n the poor...

N there’s dis guy lawyer.. an ex hwa chongian.. graduated in 1987.. so he must be 38..but he definitely looks much younger den dat... wat made a lasting impression is he looks so xin fu..besides being charismatic n confident n alluring.. hving a good career.. as well as a happy family.. judging by de photos he pasted on his computer screen.. pretty wife.. 2 cute lil toddlers... haix... zhen xian4 mu4.. maybe him exuding charisma is wat draws my attention to him.. I’m nt being hua xin or anyth.. but jz.. he’s really especially.. dunno how to say..i’m sure his kids hv a loving n doting father... may they grow up n dote bck on their papa... =D

Wat lies in my future?? I’m still at a loss

Thought of the day…

2005-10-07T20:40:00.000-07:00

Now I can understand wat peish meant when she says “ LOOK happy”. At least dun make the pple ard u worried or affected by u… dat applies only to pple who really care..even if it means a meagre few..

whew

2005-10-07T09:01:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, u mz really experience some stuff 4 ur own b4 u can finally understand wat other pple means…realized dat’s its indeed difficult being pea.. yeap..always up n abt…. Trying to help pple solve their problems..

N sometimes its not as if u r being busybody or kpo as wat some pple wld say.. u’re jz being nice.. trying to help other pple.. or dat they dug u out requesting u 2 do them a favour.. n how cld u turn them dwn?

It hasn’t happened for once, but for many tymes already.. n seriously.. I’m getting tired of it.. esp. when I’ve to lie 2 de other party.. tell him smth whn I noe de adverse is happening..n feel his pain n sense of loss.. but yet can’t do nothing to make de situation better..

Became so bad dat I even lost slp tinking of their problem.. not as if it concerned me anyway…wow!! Even I myself din noe dat I was such a big kpo…

Feel dat unless matters are really serious, we really shouldn’t bother other pple, coz ultimately, these pple hv their own problems to solve n worry abt…

I’m getting so so sick..it’s not as if I dun wanna help

hoho!! no more s papers 4 me!!

2005-09-26T04:38:00.000-07:00

hoho... i'm dead liaox.. its 3 days 2 promos.. n i'm still halfway thru my revision... sucks man..revision is really tortuous man... but initially whn u really get dwn 2 studying.. de feelin is really satisfying.. ie when u can finally solve dat cranky trigo qn.. after hrs of wacking ur brain...but dat only means dat i haven't been doing any real studying since beginning of the yr.. haix..maybe except blocks..

dats y .. i've came up wit de conclusion dat perhaps i shdn't take s papers... firstly.. i dun tink i can make it lahx...secondly.. it suddenly caught me dat why we mug so hard... i mean.. wat do we seriously get out of it.. ?? lolx.. i'd rather hv a better lfye n enjoy more while i'm at my prime..

but still.. i'd lyk to wishh all de peeps gd luck n all de best 4 promos!!! as long as we've tried our best..den its ok... yep...

jz watched "the myth' todae... scenery is perfect... n jing xi shan is so damn pretty man!! love her... as well as de indian woman.. firey figure man.. lolx.. go watch it guys..

where's de real me??

2005-08-31T08:35:00.000-07:00

haix.. its been such a long long tym eva since i blogged..oh well.. its all 4 da better.. which means all de peeps who previously visited my blog will hv 4gottn abt its existence n wat not.. hahs.which of coz if 4 da better.. coz recently..i've been in a fuckin bad mood..easily pissed off(by some specific pple).. emotional(xtremely)...basically, jz feel dat i hv no life!!! ok wells..not really.. coz i'm duly aware of how blissed am i to hv a bunch of fantastic frenz ard me...

thx so much to yiling...haix..our frenship may not be as long as others... but i'm really touched n maybe, shocked dat wow!! she nv fails to be able to detect my sorrow everytym... even whn i'm always trying to put on a brave front n yep.. appear i'm alrite 2 pple in my class.. really really thx a lot!! hope our frenship goes a long long way..i'm quite sure of dat.. coz u're really a fren i truly treasure.. afterall.. u can feel how s/o treats u rite?? lyk if she's sincere or not?? yep.. n of coz nt 4gettng shy, clara, viz , kl too!! yeaps.. thx 4 always being there no matter wad.. thx shy 4 offering comfort though u weren't v. sure wat's gg on @ tymes.. yeaps.. it really did tok some sense into me...big big hugs to all of u!!!!! muackz..it ain't easy to make tym 4 one another nowadays.. since all of us hv diff. commitments.. but it really felt gd noeing ur pillars of support r still there.. n all de chemistry n phy n bio btw us hasn't changed afterall,.. though we're in diff classes...

yeap..but look @ my state now..pple who noe me prior to yr 2005 wld be shocked to see me wallowing now.. well..don't ask me well it's so..i'm nt even sure myself.. bt i tink it shd be sth abt my class?? wat happenned 2 de girl who's always bouncing abt in sec skl???peals of genuine laughter?? yiling commented recently abt my lack of vigour n passion nowadays.. to put it simply.. I JUST LOOK DEAD....DEAD>> yeah.. where's de real me??it has gone into hiding.. 4 a pretty long tym alredy i mz sae.. but seriously who cares??no one cares...sad huh?? basically,, pple r jz so hooked up dat they simply dun care..i really did try to reach out.. recently, there's been a bit of rustling in class...well, its a gd thing.. but can't help but feel a lil hurt by all de stuff she's doing.. but still. i really do do appreciate n treasure her as a fren.. yeaps.. as long as she's happy..i mean.. why drag s/o 2 wallow wit u? u really can't be dat selfish rite??i wldn't wan her to be depressed..

oh wells.. jz wanna say dat I HATE HYPOCTITES LAHX... damn it.. why hide behind a facade?? look.. u're not deceiving pple k??? for one.. i can see thru it all.. 2..it gets onto my nerves...really mans...kaox..

n acting popular whn u're not... damn it...yeaps.. dun get me wrong.. i'm not angry or wat.. jz disturbed...underneath it all.. we're basically creatures of life who are empty inside, desperately seeking acknowlegement frm de pple ard us.. n in order to get to dat..some pple wld resort to anyth..literally.. anything..hella...

i'm nt de person i seem to be ....help.. s/t can't help but wonder wat happens whn i vanish frm dis world..*** poof!*** n i'm gone.. bye world.. thx 4 giving these treasures of life dat perhaps.. i'm not deserving of...

promos cuming.. i wan s papers mans!!! but currently wit my grades dat suck so much.. i'm still way way meeting standards...goodness..wish me luck!!

nites world...love u

faNziNe~~

2004-12-18T06:22:00.000-08:00

Woax.. another taxing dae I had ytd..soo tired but cldn’t get 2 slp..
Went to spore in de morn to collect photos.. actually only gg wit barb..n wanted to pass YL’s photos to her on de way..but so qiao... she n shy oso went to suntec.. so we met up there lohx..
Den so long nv see each other alredy.. started to chat lyk crazy rite in de middle of ‘why pay more?’ coz there’s jz soo much we needed to catch up wit one another... esp. wit barb n oso wit YL.. pity KL cldn’t mk it.. miss her too!! N we stood there looking @ photos.. n they commentin’ ‘ eh.. ur sis looks soO lyk u!!!’ n ‘ why ur younger sis so dark??’ well... dat’s bcoz she’s frm de dustbin =P lolx. Anw.. den while walking.. shared our exp. wit each other.. n ok.. YL saw dis shuai ge when she was in Sibu island.. n she said dat’s somewhere in m’sia... though I dunno whr it is... but anw,, ltr den did she find out dat guy was a tour guide..n everydae wear Puma shirt.. lolx.. n I was trying to prove my hypothesis dat m’sian s r generally shorter.. yar.. she kinda agree lahx.. anw.. I told dat to my cousins too lahx.. but they say dat only applies to my family... =S

Let’s back track..my cousin said dat since I study in spore. I’ve gt 2 ½ Cs... coz s’poreans kiasu wanna 5 Cs... so next tym if I marry sporean.. I shall becum de full 5 Cs.. tiong!! Lame lahx..

Den went to makan.. den shop shop lohx.. haix.. my legs wanna break alredy.. den we went to raffles place.. den there’s dis exhibition of Disney characters.. hahx.. de pooh was really cute!!!! So we took photos there.. tinkin’ dat its kinda foolish.. but den there’s lotza pple there.. adults. I mean. Who’s oso stnding thr busy snapping away... so.. I guess we blended in well...

Yar.. anw.. all of us gt into our desired JCs lahx.. YL.. SM..me..KL gt into HCJC!!! Hahax.. gt yuan2 zhe me ye tao bu liaox... =P
Den barb n vix into RJ... gd for them.. since dat whr their heart belongs to...
Lotza ny gals oso went into HC.. so in de end.. HC lyk becum a small NY lyk dat...

Den barb wanted to go bck liaox.. so I went bck wit her...
Den on de way bck.. gave her belated b’dae presnt...
N secured a place on her R.I.B’s desk for my present`.. =P
Rest assured her’s ‘ll be on mine too ..=P

Den saw shiyang @ custom.. den continue waiting for stpid elder sis.. who usual.. is terribly late.. haix.. I really pity dat guy lahx.. wait until he goes crazy.. hahx..den after 30 mins of waiting...finally saw ai3 zhai3 approaching...den haiyoh... even de stranger stndin behind us oso commented dat WE LOOK ALIKE!!!!! Omg...give me a break lahx.. I’m soo pretty.. she’s so... ermx.. how can look alyk??!! Argh..

Den came bck.. went online lohx...
Had a gd tym tokin’ to Dj..
Learnt much much more abt him den I eva did..
N reali appreciated dat cvst.. yeah..
Dat’s wat frenx r for yeah??

HS.. dun worry too much k?? evyth will work out in de end de lahx..
Kev deserves a thrashin’ though.. am I too violent?? I tink so..
Anw.. kana shua3 by cousin.. or shd I say.. my cousin’s neighbour..
Coz I tot I was toking to my cousin when in actual fact.. its lee ming kiat??
No wonder I was tinking wat de hell happened to vic’s Eng??
Kkx.. n de prob is I dunno his neighbour..but he noes me??
He sed vic was in de TV room dwnstairs.. watchin’ movie.. anw.. he jz gt a super cool projector manx..
N de neighbour noes my name.. though its spelt wrongly.. li fang he typed..
N all de while.. I din noe which neighbour I was tokin to.. coz vic has 3 guy neighbours??

**FaNZInE soo cute!!! Omg..i’m becumin a pedophile!!

u

2004-12-15T01:49:00.000-08:00

"You can hide the pain that you feel and make others believe that you can move on. But you can never deny the truth to yourself that the person who has failed you and hurt you is still the person you’ll always choose to love."

grad. nite

2004-12-15T01:18:00.000-08:00

I’m feeling sooo guilty now...
Coz grad nite had past 4 abt 2 wks now..
But I haven’t had de tym to write abt it
Hmm... hope I can still rmb most of de stuff
Dat happened dat memorable nite!!! =P

as expected...de bim. gang went ovr to yiling’s hse @ abt 12 smth..since de hair styling thingy was scheduled @ 2... den when we arrived...we sat dwn n tok 4 dunno how long...n b4 we noe it.. it’s alredy tym to do our hair..but we haven’t had our lunch yet!!
In de end...all thx 2 yiling’s mum..helped to dao bao wanton noodles 4 us to eat in de hair salon..

De hair stylist turned out to be a m’SiAn!!! Hahax.. asked me where I stayed.. den I said Ros Merah..din really expecting her to noe where de hell it actually is..since it seems dat lotz pple stay in j.B...instead of Johor jaya...but she shocked me when she said she stayed near me.. den I asked her where??

“ Near de mosque,” she said...

hmmx... but there’s quite a couple of mosques near my place.. lyk abt 3??

Den..make up n stuff... special thx goes to peiling n Alicia!!! mUacKx... though we’re only but their guinea pigs..but @ least there’s s/o to help us make up!!!

wat tym was it?? 5.45pm.. s/o screamed, “ Maxi Cab is here!!!”

n den u can imagine de chaotic scene coz only shy had her make-up done..coz she came up especially early...n I waited dwnstairs for kl to finish her hair do ..n not 4getting..help her take photox!!! hAhaX.

6.00 pm--- another unsightly scene when we rushed into de lift... hmm..really unglam..holding our dresses.. n with de buckle of my heels undone...

6. smth :: in de cab heading towards Bukit timah plaza to fetch clara..whu went for pro. Make-up.. lotza confusion n ‘getting-pissed’ stuff here...so thou shall not comment much...

(AAArgh...can;t stnd it!!! My sis. Is singing @ de top of her voice inside de bathrm now!!! Shivers....)

6 smth::: on de way to Meritus Mandarin...n KL n shy can’t help but realize dat many peeps outside de cab r staring @ us... hmm..anw..Cat. High pple jz had their grad nite in de same hotel ytd(the day b4 us)...but nvm..@ least they din go to Hilton...why let dat Paris Hilton earn our $$$.. she’s such a bitch!! Thou shall not comment here too..

****reached hotel****
took lotza photos as usual.... dat’s wat gurls alwaex do....

but sad to say...de food was horrible...even the wanton noodles I had in the afternoon tasted much better!!!! Den watch fella sec 4 perform dances... den went toilet..who did I go with???

Coz..when we went out.. also took a pro-kind-of photo...dat kind esp. for glam magazine cover one...That was de most fun part of de entire nite..since I’m a naturale..hahx. ok..i’m thick-skinned!!but it really felt soo gr8..to be stndign in frnt of a backdrop..n posing any how u wanna.. n wit de camera in frnt of u snapping vigorously... WOW!! Even I myself was shocked @ de wonder n sense of pleasure it cld give.... hmm..not bad!!! I shld do more of dis kinda stuff..

Den went bck into de ballroom..playing games..den each class supposed to send one person on stage...den my clazz actually voted me as de most dramatic person in clazz( the emcee said smth lyk dis : is there anyone in ur clzz whu can fool a teacher or smth lyk dat.)...so am I supposed to be flattered or wat??!!! Ok..period.

Den yada yada..lights were dimmed n disco time started!!! ( haix..so typical n so similar to ASEAN dAnce...except asean dAncE..they only served peanuts..cheapskate..)

But mz admit dat it was more exciting n fun den asean nite.. coz u dance wit pple u noe..n not pple whom u dunnoe... hahax.. den everywhere u look..can see really unglam scenes...wit pple pulling n tugging @ one particular part of their dress..coz with every dance move...they tend to drop...whew!! luckily no guyz ard...or else.. throw face arh...not as if they’ll mind... =P

Seems dat when u’re really enjoying urself, tym seems to pass esp. fast... b4 we know it...
It’s alredy 1 smth n it was tym to leave...

But since we were @ orchard... we went to tang’s to take photo wit de x’mas deco... hahax.. me ..yl..kl..clara...n shy walked in one line dwn orchard rd.. superb feeling.. while worrying abt whether our dresses were too short..n our eyes scanning de surroundings 4 any ‘ah behs’ with ‘se4 mi1 mi1’ eyes... lolx...got one larhx..den we ended up being soo scared..but acted nonchalant..coz we din wanna dat ah beh to tink he has so much power...to make us afraid..

Den saw one woman..looked lyk she’s frm china de..sitting seductively @ de side of de road... with half her boobs spilling ovr... hmmx.. too bad...yL missed de chance to look 2 dat woman..

2 smth: reached yiling’s hse...n we sure had a hard tym removing our hair-do...
din noe dat de stylist put so many hairclips in all out hair...
n we practically pulled out each other’s hair when we helped each other remove the hair-do... sobx...so painful summore..den bathed n clara wanted to watch ‘love actually’..i watched b4 alredy... but watch again...
so all of us went out ..except shy.. who went to slp...

but all of us fell aslp on de couch. Except for clara ..den I woke up @ 4.30...den yl n kl oso woke up for awhile... den when I turned bck to look @ them...only to realize dat they’re aslp again!!! So in de end.. only me n clara watched till 5.30...den woke them up n headed for bed tghter...but de VCD is not censored one.. so not bad larhx... =P

gEntIng trIp

2004-12-07T07:45:00.000-08:00

hAhAz...i’m fiNaLLy bCk fRm gEnTing!! N becoZ of dAt...i clDn’t gO wIt shy..kl..yL.to cOlleCt de pHotOx....sAdZ..buT oMg...its bEEn eVa Soooo lOnG sInCe I sTePped iNtO geNTInG...n dIs tYm..i wEnT wIt mY cuZZIes..n dAt hAs mAdE aLL dE dIffERenCe iN de wOrLd!!!n u wun belif it if I tell u dis....I ACTUALLY GOT SUN-BURNT IN GENTING!!!!!!! WoW!!! INCREDIBLE!!n now...i;ve gt dis super super uGly tanline aGaIn!!! AAAAAAAAAArgh!!! Tok abt 1st tymes here in genting...den I went 4 dis super duper OOshie MOOshie GOOshie thingy...called de SPACE SHOT!!! WOW!!! Scared de wits outa me....it goes lyk dis...its in de shape of a tower....with 3 seats on each of its side..its ard 13 storeys high....n it goes up to de max. ht...where it stops for 10 secx...b4 it zooms dwn halfway n den goes up n dwn...up n dwn...ok...frm de way I’m describing it now...u guyz migh`t nt find it scary or wat...but OH mY GOSH...i almost cried when de ride ended.....coz when we were up there...my cuzzie was doing de damn stupid countdwn of de 10 seconds....tok abt suspense n anticipation...well..dat’s wat I exp. den. n when I was halfway dwn...it was Soooo scary!! Can’t help but shiver rite nw.. de pRob is....U can’ t feel de seat under ur butt.....n all de way...i was screaming to myself.... “ I wanna De HELLLA OUTA HERE!!!!” Ok...n while I was queuing 4 de ride....there’s these 4 guyz in frnt of me...Oh MY!!! They DO noe how to scream....i bet they screamed even louder den gAlx...n I sUrelY had a gr8 lAft!!!

aT nIte..it was even worse....we stayed in AWAna Genting Highlands Golf resort... supposed to be a suite...but dunno why? It doesn’t lOOK lyk a suite to me...but all dat matters is dat it has a built-in Jacuzzi... but I only gt into it once..all thx to Victor chew n Low yik hong!!hAhAx...n all de adults were off to gamble..lalalaa..n they even smuggled my elder sis in!!! hahax...but too bad...i tink she lost lotza $$$....bleahx..

den in de end...only me...n my younger sis...n de rest of de guyz were left in de hotel... den my useless sis complaint dat her wat?? Her toe was v.v.v. painful n so...she went to bed...den as expected....de guyz started to tell ghost stories!! Aargh!! Seriously!!! I dun mind at Alll!!! Coz I knew all along wat was cuming...n so...i chose de middle seat...no..not a seat.. I sat in de middle of de bed..n INSTRUCTED my cuzzies to tk their place ard me...hahax... clver me!!! As usual!!! =P n blahx..blahx.. blahx...all was gg well...They even dimmed de light!!! AArgh...say dunno wat?? To create de ambience??!!! Crazy fellaz...hahax... I bet they really had a hard tym trying to scare me...but haa!! I wasn;t!!! coz...i tuned in n tuned myself out of de stories!! Clever me!!! Den suddenly...de lightbulb in de lamp FUSED!!! Haha...den in de end...they were de one whu were frightened ...not me!!! Hahax..picturing all of us cowering under de blanket..creeping each other out..in de end....i din even dare to go to de toilet...coz u need to walk quite a long way in order ot reach de toilet...haha...so... being gentlemen (*erhem*) they had to stand outside de toilet to wait for me!!! =P

den we switched another topic..crappy guyz ...wat else can u expect?? N they wanted me to help them analyse their r/ship problems!!! Lolx..den I was thinking...how cum I alwaez end up being guyz’ consultant?? When I can’t even handle my own problems??!!! Can’t help but smile.. =P den they were saying dat being gals r much better de guyz...coz guyz normally give in to gals...blahx blahx blahx...dis discussion is sctually v.v \. Longwinded.. but u noe??? I’m kinda shorthanded den...one to 2 guyz!!! N their mouths are extremely big!!! So no doubt they won... but anw.. yar...i oso kinda agree...coz GIRL power!!! Haiyahx..Janene arh...i tink she looks lyk Avril...pretty!!!i tink u’ve gt chance...coz normally , if a girl is intrsted in gibeering rubbish to u..n to squabble wit u...hahx.. it means u COULD stnd a chance!!! =P) n wat did they say to support their stand??!! Haix..wateva... guyz hv to willingly let girls lie on their shoulder..even if the girl’s head weigh a million t ons!!! So not gentlemanly!!!(shakes head)... n den they experiemtned wit my head... say my head very ligh`t lahx...coz inside gt nth!!! Only grass n lemon juice???!!! Huh??!!! Den while I took a nap...they `took off my earrings n heart-shaped bracelet!! Den trying to decipher who de hell gave them to me!!! But of coz...dey cldn;t get anyth outa me!!! They damn failure lahx...( shakes head) =P n de rubbish continues....till abt 4 smth...n the adults still aren’t bck yet....heck alredy...so we went to slp...i tink s/o 4got to brush his teeth!!! (*whispers*)

___till then___

blahz

2004-11-13T01:46:00.000-08:00

1. What u do if u never get 2 see sumone u like?
does dis qn mean dat I won't find s/o I lyk or dat i lyke s/o..but I hv no more chance 2 see him animore?? i tink it's de latter..nvm lorhx..can't do anyth wat..heck lahx..since it's lyke only..nt as if i'm in lUrVe wit him or wat...I've gt better stuff to tink abt ..u noe??

2. If u got the chance 2 tell the guy/girl that u like him/her, would u tell him/her?
y not??!! modern women shd hv de courage to pursue their own happiness...hahax..but of coz..it'll be best if he tells me 1st...

3. If the guy/girl u like already have sumone else in mind, wat would u do?
4get him lohx...wat else to do?? as i've said..it's lyke only.nt lurve...so move on wit life!!! there's gotta be better choices den him in de future!

4. Would u rather like sumone who likes u or sumone who u like??
hahax...choose s/o i lyke lohx...though choosing s/o whu lykes me wld hv been much better...@ least u'd be assured dat he'd treat u better den u treat him...buden ..zhe4 yang4 ni3 hui4 xing4 fu2 ma1? so choose s/o i lyke lohx...(whoax..dramatic irony here lehx!! Adrain Chan mz lurve me sooo much!!)

5. Would u wait for the guy/girl who u like very much to change his/her mind?
maybe...perhaps..probably..huo4 xu3..ke3 neng2... =D

6. Do u think love is like a dream? It ends when u're awake??
nope...love shd be eternal...wat's lyk a dream?? crushes..puppy lurves..all those mere fantasies dat we build up for ourselves...they're jz lyk bubbles..beautiful but transient

7. Would u rather prefer to stay sumwhere near the guy/girl u like n look at him/her or rather go up to him/her n talk to him/her?
eh?? stay near him means can't tok to him?? hahax..looking no use de...mz tok...den can get to noe him more...he stays quite near me too..i tink.. heex

8. If u were to see him/her at the street, would u go up n say hello to him/her?
of coz!! i'm friendly!! so warm summore...won't hurt to say hello...otherwise..of wat use is ur mouth??

9. If him/her had a fight outside & he's in boys/gers home now, will u wait for him/her?
depends lorhx...if he really had a gd reason to fight... but den dis sounds kinda drama..

10. Wat if him/her suddenly disappear in this world, wat would u do?
eh?? i dunno wat i'd do...i'd stand there n stone??hahax.

11. Wat if 1day ur ex, he/she come back to u? Wat will u do?
won't one...alredy sae is ex liaox...@ most can be gd frenx only..n we shall remain gd frenz.. as i promised

12. Do love really hurts?
dis qn is not for me to answer..nehx.

truth or crap??

2004-11-10T04:25:00.000-08:00

Message:When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love. Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love. Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love. If you are much more excited for one short e- mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love. When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love. You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love. While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person =p hehe

hRMph!!

2004-11-06T01:13:00.000-08:00

Omg…I mz persevere!!! There’s still ‘o’s gg on…but evr since dat A Maths pp one ended…I feel as if de ‘o’s is ovr…slacked all day long.
Ok… …cum to tink of it..we only hv one pathetic month afta ‘O’s to enjoy ourselves thoroughly…which is lyk so pathetic??!! Haix…n I feel lyk gg to work lehx…but dunno go whr to work…. Whr to find work dat has gd pay n u can slack all day long?? I doubt I can find sth lyk dat…viz’s m’sia frenz working @ sushi King in KL…haha..so maybe I can go there n hv free sushi!!! But I’m nt intrsted in sushi anw..so 4get it…
I MUST go train up my stamina liaox!! PRoMiSe!! Haix…evrytym kana scolded by sista 4 swimming so slowly..pple hv short legs mah… hw to swim fast??!! But I tink her legs shorter…so hw cum??Haiyah..den dat show.. " The Champion" ..wow!!! all de girls so damn tanned…esp..Fiona xiE!! Omg..she’s my idol!!! Figure so damn gd summore…make pple jealous only..if I’m a guy..she’ll be de perfect gurl…haha..i tink she n Toro’ll make a perfect couple!! Both so outgoing n sporty!! Den it’ll be so sweet!! N yiling arh..i dun swim 4 de sake of those lifeguards k?? I only lyk one of the guy’s tan..anw..nt all of them r gd-looking( I only saw one dat is worth looking @)..maybe nx tym when u can finally convince ur mum n dad to let u cum my hse…den I’ll bring u n kailing there… since barb cuming my hse…I shall drag her to go swimming wit me…haha..she’s so scared to flaunt her gd bod!!
Haha..decided to talk a bit abt my eng compo…pardon me for my poor organisation…dat’s y I tink I’m gonna do realli bad for my Lit!!! haix…I tink de marker’ll jz vomit blood when he sees my script..For eng. Compo…haha..i had fun writing it!! I did Qn 2…de one abt de argument due to a mistaken identity..n Yickie always ask us to try to inject humour in our compos rite??? N so I did…hopefully I dun end up sounding lame.. " presumably, to tell a strange tale of his attempted kidnap." Haha.. when I wrote de compo…I was actually smiling to myself..looked lyk an idiot dat de invigilator stared @ me throughout de thing! Omg…n my invigilator is an old indian woman…so unlucky…den I happen to be sitting in frnt…n dunno for wat reason..she keeps stndin in frnt of me….n I’ve to try n stop breathing..coz her perfume smells funny…lyk smth rotten..*shivers* den I was halfway through my chi compo…den she suddenly cum n ‘kachiao’ me…say wat she wants to see my paper?? Haix..wat’s her problem anw??

Gd luck to everione outa there hving ‘O’s……hang on k?? it’ll soon be ovr…till then!!

JCz aNiOnE??!

2004-10-28T01:59:00.000-07:00

i noe dis is kinda outdated..but feels gd to look @ it again...enjoy!!
anw..today's bio prac..can't believe it..they actually asked us to draw a prawn...hella....haha...but my prawn looks fantastic lahx...jz dat i 4got dat prawn's legs r suppossed to be jointed...lolx..

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design the new bulb,
>> > >> > > >one fac to test it out, one fac to market it and one
>> > >> > > >guy to write a stupid Email about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
>> > >> > > >A: The whole school.....to compete with RJC.........

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
>> > >> > > >A: The whole school.......one to screw it
>> > >> > > >in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to
>> > >> > > >give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 >>JCs...

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a llightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: None......they use all their money to employ YJC to
>> > >> > > >do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: None.....only one teacher to tell them what a
>> > >> > > >lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how >>do you think they're able to change it for AC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: They'd prefer it darker..........(hmmm...*raise >>eyebrow*)......

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: None......Their physics is so bad that they make the >>male teacher cry.....

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: Would they bother??

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: None.....they believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: None.....they are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
>> > >> > > >A: Huh, wat litebarb ...

Q: Dun you guys wonder who wrote this? >
> > >> > > >A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
> >> > > >A: None. They think they are very bright already.

gRaddiE CeReMonY~

2004-10-24T05:41:00.000-07:00

Sighz….nw Sec sch life is officially ovr..oh man!! I can’t believe dat I actually feel a sense of nostalgia alredy!! Sighz..all dis 4 yrs…my butt has alweaz been itching to get de hella out of NY…but to think dat when de tym is ripe for the sch to ‘shoo’ me off..i actulli wanted to stay on…sighz…
Ytd..jz had our graduation ceremony…nt dat it was really grand of smth..apart frm de fact dat we made damn lotza noise..n dat de scroll de skool gave us was Empty…cheapskate manx.. evryth was kinda ok…@ least I dun trip while gg on stage to get my scroll…but dat POTATO chan arh..grip my hand so tight..haix..den his palm was sweaty lahx..shivers…but I still luv him for whu he is..sweaty palms or nt..but can’t help bt hv a sense of accomplishment when I received tt scroll…hmm..
N den evth else was boring…boring..boring..except for de part when we sang our Graduation song…n haix..cld actualli feel myself on de brink of tears..hmm…to tink of de fantastic memories of NY..haix…but it was a really nice song..hmm..it ended wit "zhu4 ren2 lei4 chang2 cheng2"…NICE!! But made me tink dat evryth really came to a closure…
Den 2 dae was hving dnner wit baba n Viz..yar..den suddenlt tot dat dis shall be one of de last tymes dat we’d be sitting tgther eating dnner…yeah…all of us hv diff ways of eating banana…baba lykes to skin de poor lil’ fruit….take off its outer covering( wit a lecherous look glimmering in her eyes)…n den hold it in her hands…den take a bite .yum!!!…( hints..can u see dat there’s smth terribly wrong wit her??) Den my way of eating banana is less pervertic…@ least I dun smile to my banana..lolx..but I eat wit my banana wit a spoon…den Viz’s way is de usual way lahx…
I guess nx yr…they’d be in RIB….den I’d either still be stuck in NYGHS or CHBS…n I’d be eating banana alone…haix..nvm..s/o else will eat banana wit me…yeah!!

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2004-10-01T02:55:00.000-07:00

why bother thinking of a better tmr when all u do is to cling on to ytd?

If we have a conflict wit s/o
and will nt tok to them'
who's de one to be blamed??

if we encounter problems,
and will nt tok abt them
who's to be blamed??

Life is very difficult
and there are no easy answers
but blaming others shall nt solve de problem
the problem always starts
in de heart of one.....

dOtz n mOre dOtZ~~

2004-10-01T01:12:00.000-07:00

kkx..nw gotten almost all of my prelims results..decided to write abt dis afta visiting dawn's blog..bt even if i din go her blog..i wld hv got myself to write abt dis thing too..veri disturbed..

yeah..i guess i'm sorta guilty of wat dawn has commented abt..but let me tell u de whole story 1st..i believe dat in NY..particularly those betta clzzes..it's nt strange to see or even hear pple freeking out abt their results..but whether it is only for putting up a false front or that they r seriously feeling damn dwn n out abt their results..that i'm nt realli sure...that's all for u guyz out there to figure out...

all i noe is that ever since i stepped into NY (more into 3/9 lz yr).. i've been constantly surrounded by pple complaining abt " SHIT LARH...HOW?? DUNNO HOW TO DO...DIE LIAOX.." i'm sure dat many will agree dat they DO hear dat very often..ok..so i listened n nt judged(at first)...but it wun take long for u to realise dat who is indeed telling de truth..n who is doing de exact opposite...but perhaps..we've gotta place ourselves in de other person's shoe??? does she seriously hv smth to worry abt?? how abt her character?? is she dat kinda freeky-eeky person dat realli can't help but feel vulnerable n has ultimately no low self-esteem n no confidence n watsoeva in her grades?? =Den perhaps all she needs is a listening ear?why not lend it to her?

frankly...at first..i was sorta pissed by these pple..especially when u NOE dat they r capable of achieving..yeah i've even labelled them as HYPOCRITES>>yeah..i was dat kind of people whose results can realli fluctuate lyk de weather..(believe it or not..i'm ok wit it)..n i once told s/o " ok..i'm nt commenting on wateva u're saying..coz i'm sure dat u'll make it in de end.."yeah..but i noe dat she's tt kind kancheong one..yeah..n nt coz i dunno how to comfort..(mayb i really din noe how to)...but i'll listen to her..but jz remain silent...

but it was den dat i realised dat keeping to yourself..despite feeling miserable abt ur lousy grades..it's nt gonna take u anywhere... so i was tinking ..y not try to talk to s/o? yeah..k..yar..of coz toked to my closer frenz..n believe me..true frenz r seriously de ones dat can be ur soulmates for life.. those tt can realli understnd n noe ur inner soul inside out..n those that noe me well enuff to noe dat when I'm confiding in them abt smth..it truly come frm de bottom of my heart..de heart sees wat is invisible to de eye..i live with de notion dat they'll noe de song of my heart..but apparently..i've been proven wrong..cld i really be so wrong abt smth?

life's unpredictable..yeah..i agree wit dat..but seriously..is our frenship realli worth dat little?? perhaps all u need is some tym to cool dwn..but i believe it'll be more den dat...it's nt as easy as eberione thinks..i still rmb when i was in de pits,clara once sed," I know how u feel..no matter wat other pple say...no matter how they try to comfort u n say tt it's ok...deep dwn, u urslef noe dat it's nt ok..but jz cry urself out..den it'll be ok.." yeah...dat's basically how i was feeling at dat tym...she DID hit de BULL's eye..of coz i noe dat i'm nt superb @ comforting..n it yields no results most of de tymes..but i tot dat @ lst it was de thot that counts..but frm her bod lang..apparently..i was wrong..again..surely my instinct hasn't failed me so??

"dun tell me lahx!!!!" k..is dat seriously hw u feel?

perhaps u're right..in this scenario..i'm realli nt 'fit' to comfort u..but jz thot...nvm..
U've raised my hopes..bt let it fall so...

a quote frm chiewy...' memories are cruel coz they make u rmb..but time is worse..coz it makes u 4get...

<<>><<>>

2004-09-29T01:32:00.001-07:00

k..2dae was an ok day///lolx..had 3 practicals in 1 dae...lz tym i'm eva doing bio n phys prac in skool..lolx...shall treasure dat lz session on sat.. yeah..wit my dear partner yew yew..nice lahx..evrytym oso hv gr8 'mo qi' one..haha..to think i actualli spilled screened methyl orange on myself 2dae.. k..it's green.. so kl came up wit de idea of putting some HCL to neutralise it..but appararently..too acidic..den it bcum pink!!!..den KL risked her life n placed her finger inside container wit NaOH to further attempt to neutralise it..k lahx..quite successful lahx..it's gone nw..

update on prelim results...k SHOCKING!!!! i actually passed mt SS...n wit quite gd grades too..38/50....OH GOSH!!! nv in my life had i gotten such grades for SS lahx..hmm..nw i dO beieve in miRacles... hmm...as compared to 20/50 for lz yr's EOY....[happy!!!] yar..n ENG gt A2 lahx...ok.. but i slipped for my compo..apparently de teacher doesn't lyk star-gazing...**pOndERiNg**..so no more star gazing for my nx compo..haha..hmm..buden even if HCL can get A! oso lyk no use..coz i wanna use my CL if possible...lala..

ok..shd i go for hs's soccer finals on fri??cat high lehx..so damn far.. if it's across de road..i'll surely go..but nt if those guys opp. r playing lahx.. dunno lahx..tt dae getting bck BIO paper n LIT pper....see if my mood gd not??? den i shall decide...so u all decided alredy?? gg or not?? den tell me...

ISn't tHeRe sUppOssed to sUm giVe n tAKe ...if aLL u dO is eXpect..den seriously..wat de heck r u eXpecting ??!!!

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2004-09-29T01:32:00.000-07:00

k..2dae was an ok day///lolx..had 3 practicals in 1 dae...lz tym i'm eva doing bio n phys prac in skool..lolx...shall treasure dat lz session on sat.. yeah..wit my dear partner yew yew..nice lahx..evrytym oso hv gr8 'mo qi' one..haha..to think i actualli spilled screened methyl orange on myself 2dae.. k..it's green.. so kl came up wit de idea of putting some HCL to neutralise it..but appararently..too acidic..den it bcum pink!!!..den KL risked her life n placed her finger inside container wit NaOH to further attempt to neutralise it..k lahx..quite successful lahx..it's gone nw..

update on prelim results...k SHOCKING!!!! i actually passed mt SS...n wit quite gd grades too..38/50....OH GOSH!!! nv in my life had i gotten such grades for SS lahx..hmm..nw i dO beieve in miRacles... hmm...as compared to 20/50 for lz yr's EOY....[happy!!!] yar..n ENG gt A2 lahx...ok.. but i slipped for my compo..apparently de teacher doesn't lyk star-gazing...**pOndERiNg**..so no more star gazing for my nx compo..haha..hmm..buden even if HCL can get A! oso lyk no use..coz i wanna use my CL if possible...lala..

ok..shd i go for hs's soccer finals on fri?? dunno lahx..tt dae getting bck BIO paper..see if my mood gd not??? den i shall decide...

ISn't tHeRe sUppOssed to sUm giVe n tAKe ...if aLL u dO is eXpect..den seriously..wat de heck r u eXpecting ??!!!

jz smth to share...

2004-09-27T02:43:00.000-07:00

Difference between the one you like and the one you love

<~ In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.

The feeling of like starts from the ear.
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.

if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever

``mE mE mE``

2004-09-26T05:14:00.001-07:00

ok...copied n pasted dis frm dAwNiE's blog...hope u dun mind!!! =P...muackz!!

[1]if there was one person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with...who would it be? mY sHadOw..
[2]if the one you love loves someone else, what will you do? lolx...been there done that..no worries..i'll get ovr it..=P
[3]what was the biggest mistake you have done? (in terms of loving) nope...i dun ever regret...
[4]if you could turn back time,what would you have done?turn bck more tym!! stupid answer...spend more tym wit my frenz..
[5]if you like sum1 right now..what is it in her/him that made you fall? his charm n humour
[6]would you consider yourself lucky at this point bcoz of sum1? yes..sure!
[7]what is the greatest sacrifice you have done for love? i doubt i've lurved yet...all puppy luvs..
[8]who is the person you would call'my life' right now? ms YEP LEE FANG!!! oops..sorrie..but i'm an egoistic person..=P
[9]do you believe in love at first sight?currently..nope..but who noes wat shall happen in de future??
[10]if you have a bestfriend in the opposite sex,why of all did you pick him/her? he's gotta be able to KEEP my SECRETS..which means tt s/o is outa of my list alredy..
[11]what if you fell in love with your bestfriend?would you tell? geex..nt sure..perhaps..maybe?? if de feeling is mutual..y not??
[12]destiny or magic?destiny
[13]how can you let go of sum1 that wasn't yours frm the start?!WAT QN IS DIS??!!! HOW CAN?!
14]Are you scared of being rejected? NaH~~
[15]does looks matter to you?nt realli...
[16]do u always get jealous to the person even she/he`s only your so called admire?huh.. complicating qn..gt prob..
[17]are you in love now?yeah...wit mE, mYsElf n I!!!
[18]have you ever feel that the person you in love wif dont like you but actually he/she likes you?erm..yeah??
[19]Who do you love?all my frenz..n my mum n my dad..my 2 idiotic yet lovely sis!!basically every1..

missing u guyz

2004-09-24T02:33:00.000-07:00

2dae is Friday!! Lately I’ve been losing track of tym..be it during exams when time jz moves lyk a tortoise..or if its afta exams..den u’re slacking lyk siao..anw..nw listening to ‘Graduation’ by Vit. C..it’s a nice song..though it dates back to when I was in P6, but some old songs jz captures ur heart tt whneva u hear them again..u’ll tink abt all those gr8 tymes u had..n my sis is currently competing wit me to see whose music can be de most blaring…n she’s listening to ‘ sha gua qing ren’ by wang ren fu…ok lahx..nt tt I dun lyk de song..i tink it’s quite meaningful..i mean de lyrics..but she’s lyk in de bathroom…den I can still hear her music…so I’d bet tt my mum’ll surely start screaming @ us to turn dwn de radio..soon…lolx..now only my elder sis nt @ hm…n my dad is returning tml..yeah!! lolx..my elder sis once said tt if de ‘3 qian1 jing1’ of Jalan Ros Merah are @ hm tgther..our neighbours r sure to suffer manx!! Lolx..coz all 3 of us may look demure n sweet..but once u put us in de same hse..we’ll surely attack each other lyk savages..be it pouncing on one another..or pulling my hair out..lolx..i really worry 4 us…sighz..nx tym we’ll be left on de shelf!! But I wun wanna be de 1st to get married..so scary..let de big one go 1st…haha..let her suffer..i’m de middle one!!!*bleahx*

yesterdae online…den my sis told me she gt new scores!!! Lolx…so happie!! Long tym nv touch our piano lohx..abt 3 mnths..which means tt I 3 mths nv cum back hm alredy!! haix..lost my touch alredy..pple wun blive it if I say I passed my gr8 piano alredy…coz my sight reading so lanx…but I’m better den tt big po..everytym pretend dat she is bEEthoVeN...play piano oso wanna me tk photo of her..haix..so ‘ai mei’…lyk me!!! Lolx..i guess its in de genes!! Ok lahx..bt her sight reading is definitely much better den mine..she can tk one score n play immediately…nt lk me..still need to study for a while den can play…so damn ps lehx..yeah..den was chatting wit viz..she sed she gt contacts alredy..3 pairs 4 $48…cheaper a.c.t JB lehx…here 1 pair $20…den 2dae my mum brought me to spectacle shop to ask…actually I’m supposed to make contacts one..coz I gt high astig + high shortsightedness for my left eye…so no ready-made one…buden since nt everydae wear.. so I guess can buy de normal one lohx...only wear 4 prom mahx..den 4 a mth starting frm tt dae...if I really lyk it…den maybe if I decide to wear it long- term…den shall make de ‘mz order one’…but it’s much more ex..abt 3 or 4 tymes more den the normal type…den din get to chat wit kl n yiling they all..though they say will cum online…plus de baba too!! Haix…nv keep to their word..buden I visited kl’s blog…so perhaps she din go sentosa afterall..den saw yiling’s blog…gt all de photos they took @ dawnie’s hse..nice!! tho de chocolately- thingy quite a liitle ‘bu cheng ren xing’.. but nvm lahx..u all make it urselves rite??!! Lolx..SPECIAL DEDICATIONS to kl n yl n clara n dawnie….so sorrie tt I couldn’t join u guyz @ dawnie’s hse I hope u all enjoyed urselves!! Feel so bad tt I cln’t be there...but did u all go sentosa??!! Oh yeah..jz went for my haircut..now I dun tink can tie my hair up alredy..coz nw only left a dog tail behind..n it’s xtremely little…but go skool..still mz tie lahx..i tink I look very boy boy nw..lolx..as usual lahx…who ask my laughter so erm..’shocking’? shy alwaez say tt if she’s walking upstairs in hostel…she’ll definitely hear my lafta de..ok lahx..gd wat..coz one day..if she dun hear it..den she’ll cum dwn n see if I’m murdered or suffocated under my blanket…den I’ll be saved if there’s really s/o whu managed to sneak into hostel to kill me.. Hah..nt farnie lehx..

eNd oF pReLimS!!!~~

2004-09-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

Okie..jz started dis bloggie thingy..nt very gd @ all dis HTML stuff…sigh..i shd hv paid attention to Mark Shone during IT lessons lahx..lolx..but I still managed to get gd grades for my IT…lolx..coz all my frns damn gd @ HTML…still rmb we needed to make a short film where de bball supposed to go into de ring..ok nvm..but I alredy established for myself a whole network of shifus!! Lolx..den they can teach me how to put music..n lotza more!! Yeah!!
Actually…yesterdae I was supposed to post dis entry..coz it’s de LAST day of prelims!! Whew!! Buden when I got back hm.. haix..i guess I got stuck in the TV rm..din get out till 12 in the morn..sit until my butt got dent alredy..oopZ!! so I guess nw, I’ll write abt yesterdae’s stuff…
Skool ended @ abt 9.30…I mz say tt dis yr’s prelims was kinda easy a.c.t previous yrs’ NY prelims…but I dun tink I’ll do well..for 1 thing..i DEFINITELY screwed up my physics…haiz..tt’s such an idiotic subj..i feel so dui bu qi Potato Chan…ltr get bck Phy paper..he’ll surely give me tt look of luv…again!! *shivers* den luckily I’ve my a maths paper 2 to rescue my paper 1…so shd be can A! lahx..u noe wat?? Mr Khoo. Actually asked me, “leefang, wat happened to u?” haix…nt tt I noe lahx.. but jz tt my results jz took a deep plunge?
Anw….me n barb headed to cwp lahx..coz she wanted to borrow bks…so I went wit her…n can go bk hm tgth ltr mahx.. yeah..den we took neoprint lahx...hmm..both of us were wearing pink.. haix..den guess wat??!! I actually 4got to tiptoe while taking de neoprint lahx.!!! GRAVE mistake of de day man!! Den she’s lyk ½ a head taller den me..haix..den after tt…as usual..we were arguing abt who looked nicer in it..as usual..it’ll be her lahx.. I look so FAT n UGLY in there…muz go trim my hair liaox..oops!! lyk outa point alredy!! Den I look lyk ‘chao da bao’ beside her…coz she’s as pale as shy lohx..no wonder pple everytym mistake barb 4 shy!! Both so skinny somemore..den all they do is to say I’m skinny..how can I be skinny?? All I do everydae is to stuff myself wit junkies!!
Den after tt…we walked walked.. saw qiumin…our pri skool fren..den I was calling her..but she turned away lyk she din hear me…but den I still approached her lahx… I was asking if she still recognized me?? She shd lahx..coz we sat de same bus..den everytym gossiped tgth…all de stuff abt Kev lahc..lolx…she tink too much alredy lahx..but heard frm shiyang tt lz tym she went steady wit Thomas…frm MPS oso..haix..look here n there..oso dun tink they’re compatible in any way..den she was thinking for quite a long time..den finally her answer BLAsted me away!! She actually pointed to me n said excitedly, “Oh!! U’re leefang’s elder sis!!” Can u sorta picture tt scene in ur mind??!! Ok..i was kinda speechless..imagine ur fren telling u tt u’re ur sis..weird lahx..den I told her tt I’m leefang..den she was had tt sorry look..but said tt it’s nt her fault coz I LOOK lyk my sis!! Actually wanted to roll my eyes one..buden I promised my frenz who can’t stand me rolling my eyes tt I wun roll anymore..(shy n viz. u 2 shd be touched)…so I controlled my otherwise conditioned reflex action( ha..see? my bio gd lahx..lolx.) ok…it’s nt de 1st time tt s/o sed tt..but I SERIOUSLY tink tt we 2 dun look alike!! Rite?? Big sis?? I’m so much chioer den her..lolx..den somemore she has lion’s mane…I dun hv.hmm…I tink my hair really needs trimming!! Muz go tml!! Yar..den came hm lahx..****BLAH BLAH*****
10 pm::: THE AMAZING RACE started!!! 2 hrs special finale!! Ok..my fav. team is Colin n Christine..coz I tink they actually de best grp outa the 4 grps…they were de last grp @ de beginning..but they din becum discouraged or anyth.kept cheering each other on..sweet lahx… though in de end…they came in 2nd, but @ least they stuck to each other throughout de race..=D

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TAg wEp~!!

Thought of the day…

whew

hoho!! no more s papers 4 me!!

where's de real me??

faNziNe~~

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grad. nite

gEntIng trIp

blahz

truth or crap??

hRMph!!

JCz aNiOnE??!

gRaddiE CeReMonY~

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